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2009-07-10T16:46:00.001+08:00

MY NEW "S K I N"

A whole new life ahead. serving police.

2008-12-21T10:05:00.002+08:00

Serving in police seems juz so easy to everyone.. but truly compare to army. police is nothing.. but Praise God for being in a good squad and with a great FI(field instructor) <== the one tat is charge of our squad. In another word he is our SIR. 1st day. parents accompany to HTA at chao chu kang.. and my sister too.. body screening. screen for tattoo.. then say some pledge. then next is the most cool thing to do.. shave hair. there are ppl with gel on their hair and the shaver manage to shave it off.. but the shaver gets cranky after tat.. those that have huge pile of gel on their hair have to wash.. shaving off the hair is a funny thing to watch.. cause first the top part goes off first.. so everyone look like some dumbo.. including me.. ***imagine*** The top part of your hair is gone but your two side of your hair still remain.. looks super duper funny.. at least to me i guess.. 2nd day.morning jog. warm up. collect uniform and all.. 3rd day. morning jog. warm up. pt. and the rest of the days are about the same.. i aiming to really slim down during my ns life.. glad tat i have a good squad and really a good FI i can look up to..

The FI look like the rock..
and robocop..

opps wrong one...

YEAH this is the one...

cause he have broad shoulders and awesome body.. my squad is squad 56 of 134 intake.. currently we are the best squad. cause our drill are THE best.. and almost all the sir is like praising us of our drills.. but our physical cannot make it.. LOL. when we fall out we normally have to shout our squad name. or some cheer. at first we call ourselve SPARTANS.. <== i find this a joke.. fat spartans sound nicer.. then they change to vikings.. cause they feel we suits this name cause we are garang and big size.. vikings remind me of Pst ulf ekman.. hahaz.. anyway.. this idea was change.. cause we came up with another great name.. and its call.... PENGUINS. hahaz.. cause we have 2 peguins look alike in our squad.
1 look like happy feet.. this guy talk alot and alot of comment..
eh.. not exactly like the one on top.. he is not so cute.. i guess he is more like..

this..
next one look like the penguin in batman cartoon.. nice person.. same poly as me and noe some of my friends.

something like this...

or maybe this

our squad got lots of funny ppl.. and they talk funny stuff and all.. and my bunk mates are a playful batch.. hahaz.. good ppl and fun to be with ba.. its like prison break in my squad sometime.. we will break into our own "gang" when we eat.. my bunk will sit together and we call ourselve "orchard road".. cause we are the more happening batch of ppl.. and there is also "little india" hmm.. u shld noe why.. and "kampong glam".. this is the malay group.. and "chinatown" this is the chinese group.. i guess we name ourselve road name cause we miss going out of our campsite... hahaz.. i going back camp later lorz.. will miss everyone of my friends and my whole cg.. do msg me when u are bored or wanna find someone to talk to.. i will try my best to talk to u or reply.. =) LOVE EVERYONE!!!

YESTERDAY IS DIASTER!

2008-11-11T11:28:00.002+08:00

Yest i spill my

WHOLE

cup of water on my table..

my whole table was wet,

floor was wet.

pants "knee area" was wet..

no one notice that and no one saw me cleaning it up..

or maybe they juz dun care about the ATTACHMENT STUDENT..

or maybe i am fast.. lol..

i was so paiseh la... looking at the situation i tot to myself i need to dry my pants.. so i went to the toilet use the hand dryer to blow dry my pants. it was so paiseh too..

if anyone see my pants i think first thing that goes to their mind is

"this guy pee on his pants.. then use the water to clean, then blow dry it, digusting."

while i was drying my pants alone in the toilet, i have 1 of my leg up, so it was quite akward. then got ppl come into the toilet.. even more jialat...

then i blow dry abit then i too paiseh and went back to my seat. half dry.

then not long after that. i knock off for work le.. when i left... the floor is still wet...

hope no 1 notice it and tot "wah.. this attachment guy pee on the floor.. not toilet train ah?"

paiseh so paiseh... today no one mention anything so i guess my secret is not discover ba..

Today!

2008-11-03T10:39:00.000+08:00

Today i muz say i forget to go prayer meeting. BUT amazingly i already wake up at around 5 plus.. the senario goes like this..
My dad usually goes for work at around 5.30.
I was closing my eyes lying on the bed still slping, and hearing the sound that my dad make, my mind started to work. I lie on my bed all the way, hear my dad drinking coffee and at last closing the door. then...
then..
i juz woke up.. then i thought to myself.. "how come i wake up" i check my phone. its 5.27am.

I was really wide awake. then i fell back onto my pillow and try to sleep..

I really did slp...

Then i woke up juz before my alarm went off. at 6.29am. alarm set at 6.30am.

snoze away my alarm and went back to slp.
then woke up at 7am. prepare to work and all..

then i realise i should have wake up at 5.27 to go for prayer meeting.

think its really God that wants me to wake up and go for prayer meeting..

first time in my life i didn't wanna breathe.

2008-10-20T20:51:00.001+08:00

Today was quite a normal day... dozing off at work and being a photocopy machine in the office.. today 15sets of document. print till siao! hahaz... all was normal until when leaving boon lay... as usual also... taking mrt at 6 is super pack...

board the train at jurong east..
it is pack till i am standing at the door alr.
but the door still not closing.
another train arrive and ppl start running towards the center train(which i am in)
no space still squeeze in...
then... then... then...
got this indo/phil/some foreign country guy try to squeeze in.. he stand diagonally on my left... i alr at the door, that guy feet is half in half out! so i help him by pushing him out!i nudge him on the back using my elbow! i am evil.. but its really very frustating to see this kind of ppl... he got out the train due to me... but the best thing is when the train goes...

"TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT"

HE JUMP IN AGAIN!!!

and u noe wat!!!

THERE IS A STENCH ON HIS BODY!!
I totally can't breathe in the situation, i breathe in abit juz facing the front and i feel like vomiting..
seriously SERIOUSLY NOT exaggerating! then i have to turn my head 90 degree to the right to breathe.. (its really veri bad.)

next stop. this guy that is in the front didn't move abit. i have to push him away again and taking a step out of the train to let others exit. then as i enter the train i look at him.. he was like looking at me with a "wats up" face. i stare back at him.. then he looks scare and end of story.

sometimes taking train can be frustrating. i wanna have my own car soon!

This week is so busy.

2008-10-09T15:09:00.000+08:00

The whole week Attachment as usual.
Monday- i forget wat i did because my mind was all about the days that has gone pass and coming up.
Tuesday- After attachment, went for the meeting with pastor Audrey. then went back home at around 12plus.
Wednesday- Suppose to have practice with the band. but have to go JB so have to skip this pract. reach home at around 1 plus. and slp at around 3.
Thursday- Today. feel like going home now and go home prepare and go for DnD Homefix. later at night. but at last i didn't go off early.. right now got nth to do le.. i finish watever that was given to me. will be super fun. hope to win lots of prize again. and i think tml will be a zombie sitting at the office. heard they wanna go clubbing after DnD. feel like going... but maybe i will pass it by ba.. will see how later..
Friday-WORK like a zombie i guess.. after work going gl birthday party....
Saturday-Band Practice 12-2 serve choir then attend svc.
sunday-Suppose to work 9-10.30, still trying to change my shift.. work 9-4.30 then got Band practice. 6-10.30?
(forget about the date and time) it is mess up. eh.. now is thurs 09/10/08 3.31

jalan jalan jalan jalan boon lay

2008-09-23T12:30:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA!!! BLOG HAS BEEN DEAD FOR MONTHS...
here to update everyone about how and wat i doing...
Jalan seems to be quite a scary word for me after i started my work at jalan boon lay at Singapore technologies kinetics, in the Kinetics design and development department(KDD) been doing some data entrys and data entrys and data entrys... excel became my "BEST" friend...
Today fasting..
1)In the morning... mum brought breakfast... (-.-')
2)Exit from MRT at Boon lay... the coffee smell of boon lay..(-.-'')
3)Arrive at my company... Milo SMELL!!! (-.-''')
and this is juz the beginning..
everyone lets go jalan jalan somedays..

the same old question and same old problem.. is this life?

2008-05-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

Who am i and wat i wanna become is the question i am keep asking myself recently.. i think i have lose the focus of life.. i really dunnoe who i am and who i wanna become... so for quite a while have been feeling quite down and weary... lots of things are happening around me... and that makes me ponder do i wanna be who i wanna be? seriously there are SPOILERS in all area of life... BORING! i think i will be fasting for a week... juz for this reason and tat i am really able to long and hear from God... after all the camp i guess... and i will be more productive after this i guess... hmmm... "wat is ahead of me????" hahaz.. i think sometimes watever i speak.. it doesn't make sense to some... guess thats call parable.. =x i write it down so tat i can organise my thoughts.. =) heehee.. if u get it... good lorz.. =)

Last Lap of my Final Year Project

2008-05-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

The last 2 weeks of Fyp... tml i have to hand up a report... which i have not yet started... tml is the start of AVA camp... and sat i am going Palau Ubin... with my friends... 2-4june we be having LOUD camp... there will be campfire.. dance performance by liting and ada... lots of shouting and cheer... super exciting games... food and all will be provided for juz 20dollar... i will be super good... and i really hope my friends can come for this camp... friends like junhong Roy jason peiying lisheng karine... anyone and everyone can come for this... maybe a gathering before everyone NS!!! HAHA... so many things happening! busy busy busy...

about the earthquake tat happen

2008-05-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

today... watching that charity show i was crying here and there... then when it came by a scene whereby there's this school that collapse during the earthquake... i am so grieve... imagine your friends tat study together with u... the days u all have fun together... the next day... everyone juz "disappear"...i really wanna tell everyone tat "i really do treasure u... and i Love u... i really treasure everyone in N283-huitian jieyong jasmine jayne cas sermin liting dale sharon renzheng ada christine brandon yee theng rongjian guiling fiona ... AVA crew-jeff jason junhong garrick eugene and roy... best friends-lisheng peiying joanna... MY FAMILY! MY RELATIVES! EVERYONE THAT I NOE!!! I PRAY TO GOD FOR SAFETY OVER YOUR LIFE! I REALLY DO! and i really really treasure all of u guys... time is spinning so fast... the world is always moving so fast... that sometimes u guys are neglected... but i do care... u are not forgotten... i will cry like siao if i really do lose 1 of those name above... but i pray tat day will nv ever come... I love everyone!

this is to jy and the competition!

2008-05-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

ROCK ON!!! lol... jy is really a rocker in disguise... lol... i think he really did it veri well and great performance...

THE STAGE

JY AND HIS BAND
YEAH THE BAND NAME "JET LAG"WE THINK ITS LAGGING

2008-05-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

2-4 JUNE
THIS IS A CAMP THAT CANNOT BE MISS!!! THOSE THAT READ THIS AND IS INTERESTED TO COME!!!! MSG ME!!! WHY NOT LET THIS BE A CAMP WE GO TOGETHER TO HAVE FUN BEFORE ALL YOUR NS AND EVERYTHING ELSE!!! WAHAHA!!!
LOUD CAMP love revolution

a new species of human being

2008-05-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

A great discovery has been found... recently a new species of human are found... these type of human is very good at saying how great they are and wat great things they did... and how BIG they are... but in the true they juz "farted" therefore WE CALLED THEM...

THE FART-ERS!!!

i think each 1 of us has met them once in your lifetime... they manify their great actions and their tittle by so great but the actions are juz so little...

some call them the BIG CANNONS-DA PAO XIAN...

i prefer calling them the FART-ERS! LOL

sometimes human can be so annoying... juz to get where they want... they will bootlick and always seems so good in front of ppl/leaders.... yet the other side of them are juz so terrible...

hmm... so meeting this kind of ppl wat shld we do???

i got no idea... =x maybe juz let them be first... till 1 day the boiling water heats over the top of your head maybe... i guess tats wat i will do.... hmmm... i guess

juz wanna blog about this day "mother day"

2008-05-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

saturday before meeting others to go support jy in the competition...i came across this mum/grandma... not veri sure... but she sure was a veri great mum... she can really multitask....

i noe i shouldn't do this... but its for a good cause..
salute to her!

1)she is piggy bagging a small gal
2)she got 2 huge plastic bag to carry
3) she have to search for her ez link card to tap

this 3 things tat she did really amazed me about how great a mum can be.

she didn't wake up the gal to ask her to walk on her own.despite bags that she was carrying.

i remember when i was young.....

my first day to school...

going to nusery...

not very clear but wat i remember is.....
the traffic light that i hold on to....
dying to let go....

*imagine this*
small boy holding so tightly to the traffic light...
mum have to pull me away from the traffic light and grandfather have to open my finger...
*that was how the incident was*

my mum actually have to pull me to school... together with my grandfather(ah gong) pulling me to go school...

i also remember the first time we have air conditioner in the house... the whole family actually squeeze into 1 bed... me my brother dad and mum... LOL..

sunday svc was great... the drama the testimony really make 1 to cry... how great a mum can be and wat she did for our lives....

i am not a person that show out my feelings real good and not someone that can say out things like i love u mum... and will go and hug my mum... but i do love her! =)

i love u mum... (like as if she will see this) =x

izzit juz me or wat?

2008-04-29T08:28:00.001+08:00

after living my life for up to almost 20 years old... i have to say that i find the rudest and most attitude ppl are the indians... i think next will be china ppl... i find that they dun spare a thought for others and they always want it their way... i think the most friendly indian is Darshan... lets name some of the cases i have experience in my this 20 yrs of my life...

case study 1
for example today.. taking the train.. and i alight at YCK... there was this india guy juz force his way in while everyone was trying to get out... i think vesus this kind of ppl, u dun have to be nice... so i juz push him while i walk out... then when i look back... he was staring at me... i gave a "hey... i am listening to my music.. and i dun care kind of face..."

case study 2
there was this indian married couple with a baby troller... same thing everyone was trying to go of the mrt... he force his ferrari in... can TP book his ferrari? and he simply dun care whose leg is there or wat is in the way... it juz VOOOM in...

there's more cases... will upload it if i remember... irritating ppl... but i admit that there are nice 1 out there too...

today... friday... is a happy day...

2008-04-25T15:53:00.001+08:00

LOL... today around 3 plus went for break with a group of friends.. not really close to them... sometime juz happen to bump into them for lunch or break... they are a rowdy/naughtry group of ppl... lol...they like to shout at girls... hold the lift and do lots of funny and irritating stuff... but its funny... LOL...seriously some of them are attention seeking to the max!

walk with them will be veri noisy and awkard...
they are reallly extreme...
today they actually jam the lift... while my other school mates are inside...
and they noe them too.. at first still friendly friendly...
then when they take the lift... their action began... hahaz...

lets name them group A and B...
A is the lift JAMMER!
B is the victim!

scenario is tat...
1)A chat with B.
2)B went into lift.
3)A start to open the lift door at lvl 1... while B is at lvl 3....(they are going to lvl 4)
4)B trap in lift and the lift go down to lvl 2 and 3 again and again
5)A laugh like mad at lvl 1...while B press the bell like mad too...
6)A leave the crime scene and B.........

think they took the stairs up instead...

this juz happen a few mins back... i came back asap to share with everyone!!! LOL

LAUGH EVERYONE!!!!

WAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHA HEEE HEEE(ignore this) juz for the fun of it...

my week is so fun??

2008-04-24T12:03:00.000+08:00

monday-normal day,go to school as usual

some random photo taken in school

tuesday-normal day with choir prac at night

not actually a choir prac... more like a deliverance meeting... lol... belle pray for the whole choir, many people cry and manifest by the power of the Holy Spirit. i help to "hop" the ppl... not exact noe hope to... but did my best... was a tiring day that day..

After choir we went to suprise Cons... its her birthday the next day.. went to her house and we got his brother to open the door for us... *while she is bathing* LOL... i hid behind the door while dale and nic hid behind the cupboard.. and.... SUPRISE!!! hahaz... Her hair was super wet and ungroom... lol.. anyway dale and i came up with a conclusion...

NEVER EVER COME OUR HOUSE TO SUPRISE US THIS WAY...
*i think u guys will be more suprise then we will be!*

photo taken in the car

wednesday-normal school and ended early cause of some National Education... watch some video about the history of Singapore... ended school like 4plus.

went home and saw my dad fixing the aircon on his own! my dad is really a terror... LOL he can and he dare to dismental the whole aircon, wat ever appliances tat is spoil or not functioning right... he will dismental everything and clean it or see wat went wrong.. i have this in me too.. juz tat i am not that daring... LOL...

so i came home and i help him to support and clean and this and that and this and that... it all takes about from 6-1030... yawns.. i reach home he has alr dismental almost everthing.. so i think.. he should have started since 4plus... (the time he came back from work) so we work and we clean... i actually broke a small part cause my dad ask me to use more strength to force a part out from its position... so "PAK" a small part shoot out.. and he blame me for that... DOTS...

we clean and wash... and its really a huge mega mess... we use water to clean and we got cloth all over the floor laid by my mum... whom complain that it will make the wooden floor spoilt? it was fun through out the whole process...

At last they got NO aircon for tat day... cause it still can't work!!! wahaha... my dad was super shag.. times standing on the chair he has leg cramp and times he almost fell from the chair... i really respect and look up to him.. hahaz... i think next time i will be like him.. LOL..

design plain shoes...

2008-04-22T13:54:00.000+08:00

recently been doing some research on other blog regarding the shoe they design and the rules they laid... i thinking of designing shoe... both guys and gals shoe... but i think i am more confident in doing guys shoe... but guys will nv do online shopping... anyway right now i am interested to do converse shoe... maybe next time will move on to Nike/Adidas. stay tuned to this blog for a new shoe blog in town! i MUZ AND I WILL!

steamboat on sunday!

2008-04-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

sunday started my day waking up at 8am. then took chinese church bus with my mum to expo for dr kim svc...hahaz.. the funny part is that after i noe that chinese church got provide bus to expo i call tian up... maybe she can take from sengkang...

dunnoe is i heard wrong or is she say wrong...

but wat i heard is "no la.. i think i better dun take the bus, cause all are old people and i am the only auntie... "

forget wat she say liao..

sunday the msg was much more "understandable".. then after that went to bugis for lunch at the food junction... which i feel i got cheated... a plate of white rice and a few side dishes for 7.70... wah... pocket was tear open with a big hole... malay stall... i learn my lesson.. =x after that shop around at bugis and we play hide and seek with the "empress dowager" she disappear now and then... irritating empress dowager!!!! LOL!! then went to meet rj and the rest at the mrt station. then we went to eat steamboat...

steamboat... all we were eating were lots of japanese mushroom-think its call golden mushroom.. and fuzou fishball and abit of beef.. lots of egg, talking about egg.. i try making hard boiled egg.. but its a total diaster... also the water is free flow of dilute calamasi or water chestnut...

fuzou fishball eating as a whole is nice but careful of the soup thats in it... i burns the tongue... i dunnoe why but i was emo-ing thru-out... and i actually apply wat dr kim say for svc that day... and learn to see things and view from other ppl perspective... really Thank God for that.. its a learing process...

how my week was!!!

2008-04-17T08:34:00.000+08:00

tuesday-survey. 2hours $60. talk about plans after the poly/jc life.. its somehow a dicussion group... some are very smart and wealthy... from debate team in their school... i am consider the quiet person there.. learn alot from these ppl and their view about further study... will explain more when i got time.. =x

wednesday-fever-spend $25 juz to go see doc and get a mc.. which is like juz 10mins... while the day before i spend 2 hours to get $60...how ironic... spend half of the day dota-ing... owning some noobs and get own by noobs... lol... sound like i am so pro in dota... u need a good team to be pro in dota... play till around 4plus then i go see doctor... after that i read health book all the way till night.. fell asleep halfway think cause i ate medicine... zzZZZZ

"abs diet" its a health book by the editor-in-chef of menshealth. really good book.. learn alot about dieting,benefit of protein & how our body works.. (i am not someone who juz say and nv do anything!) "i actually remember this sentence till not... cause its too insulting... too personal le...

"Dun be like kaishing.. he juz say only and never do it 1!!!" i read to gain knowledge... at least i do read up and build up myself.. i read up and i do train... sometimes my body is not use to the new things that i do.. it will somehow react.. like having ache and stuff like tat... whereby i have to rest.. but i do train..

anyway i still treat whoever that say that with respect... cause he motivate me to work harder! lol...

thurs(today)-so after reading i started to use wat i learn... focus my diet more on protein as it help to build muscle and burn more calories... building muscle helps to burn more calories too.. and eating protein helps to burn calories too.. cause proteins are harder to digest compare to fats and carbs... ask me question regarding all this.. i will feel free to tell u wat i noe... TAG ME!!! tagbox is always so empty! lol... 12.30-2.00 went to gym... today was cca open house... lots of ppl and alot of fun at the sports hall.. all i did was being there for like 10mins.. so sad... then i have to go back to my lab to do my stuff le.. BORING!!!!! while everyone else is having fun there... HAIZ!!! haizz... haiz... haiz... i wanna have fun too!!!! HAHAHA... putt!!!!! stupid FYP.. BORING!

yesterday i was half paralysed.. =(

2008-04-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a day that i really felt half paralysed.. i "woke up" with a cramp in my leg... can literally feel my calf muslce shifted up... so i put pressure on it and shouting and tighten the muscle at the calf... its super pain... then i slowly relax and it started to turn back to normal.. then i went back to slp again... =x.. think my family members think i got nightmare... anyway.. after that when i woke up... i can onli stand on 1 leg.. the cramp leg got no strength to stand...so i was in that position like for 10mins... then slowly make my way to work... think this is the worse kind of wake up style i have.. beside waking up with backache which is normal to me le.. boooooooo!

wahahaha...

2008-04-10T08:46:00.000+08:00

i didn't went for Napfa... hahaz... cause all my friends going today.. and i really dun think i can take it... cause of my back.. eh.. actually its more of my buttock... left side of the butt area... dunnoe how come will like tat too... but wat i read from the web... its something call inflammation.. the systoms does look alike to my situation... anyway everyday i am literally limping to school... walking the long shelter pathway to school is so disgraceful... to some extend... cause you will be walking slowly and limping and others will look at you with weird looks...and climbing out of my bed is really a tortue... in the morning is the most painful time.. but still have to go school.. how i wish i could juz mc for a long period.. go get myself treated.. but teacher want result and she is more aware of me le... cannot come out with any stunt le... if not will get lousy grades... nowadays always in my lab doing my project... super guai... no gym for like 3 days... feeling so unhealthy.. lol... and my mum commented my hair look veri "gong" haiz... please grow faster... lol... any expert out that tat frequent my blog will noe.. wat kind of hairstyle suit my head? lol.. i doubt there will be any expert reading my blog.. =x

ooooo myyyy gooodddnnnneeesss

2008-04-09T08:55:00.001+08:00

Today will be having Napfa la... and my back still ache.. so i guess i have to do all the stations with a irritating and aching back... hope i won't break my back... i think i will fail anyway... =( boo hu!

some random photos.

this photo makes me feel happy..
makes me wanna smile... =)
dun u think so?

breeks cafe hotplate cajun chicken(the serving was small).

hey.. i didn't post this because i am hungry alrite!!
this is wat i have when met up with my cousin and brother the other time
this is taken tat day when i met Ls..
imagine how do u climb up this staircase...
a man made stair but a God made waterfall...

down is easy la.. juz sit down
enjoy the bumpy ride...
but wat about going up..
image a small size girl trying to climb these steps...

good thing i am big and strong...

been feeling stress in school.

2008-04-08T14:49:00.000+08:00

this week there will be a presentation on thursday. still not quite sure wat i have to present.. basically its about wat u have done and wat u have to do. and muz show a grant chart... now i am doing it... teacher actually comment tat i am quite slow compare to others.. eh.. actually i dun think so la.. but after she say that i feel pressurise and abit stress... lol.. muz jia you le.. cannot slack anymore... and cannot be late anymore... some things i did last week..

thursday went shopping with Ls.he wanna find present for his girlfriend 100 day together.. i didn't noe u have to do tat.. LOL. anyway we went to hunt for present. he actually thinking of getting her some real expensive stuff... eh.. to me it is la... shall not say wat izzit till the day is over. if not i will become a spoiler! BOO to those SPOILER outside there!!!!

fri celebrate my bro birthday.. His girlfriend huilin actually came over to our place to set up the whole place without letting my brother noe... and brought balloons for us to blow... lol... funny thing is that she can't blow up a balloon... therefore onli me my sis and my mum help to... i still challenge with my sis...btw... HAHAHA she scare of balloon!!!! so "cheaky me" try bursting balloon infront of her... my dad came to "put in a leg too" he took a needle and a balloon and chase after my sister!!! hahaz... like father like son... maybe tats y its not "like father like daughter."this is after the celebration. wah.. btw there's lots of food brought by my mum and dad... even my ah gong... for my brother birthday. i buy the cake.. at least i got help to buy some stuff alright? but somehow got cheated!! i request for cake without cream cause my dad can't eat cream... eat cream will have "funny business" not big not small but funny...eh..( if too hard for u to understand forget it) anyway huilin set up a game for him... and at last its to find the present.. then my mum request that she got hide in his room. then my sister is to help my brother along with the game. but my brother ask a clever question=can i find inside my room? my sister say no... so its quite obvious... anyway was fun time.. its been awhile since i sit down to eat with my family and have fun like tat... after tat took some photos.. will post them soon...

sat went svc. then went jogging with dale. this day i sin by eating fried chicken at morning and night. LOL.so sinful! pasar malam chicken cause was rushing to serve jurong west svc. then at night ate kfc. dale share my sin at kfc.. sound wrong but thanx dale.. lol

sunday went make up cg at dale's cg. Sharon voice is very good... lol... i really have to say this.. lol.. dunnoe should i put it this way. but there's anoiting when she sing. then went to have dinner with my cousin at breeks "hi welcome to breeks!" but they didn't say "see you again" tats wat they do together when a customer come in for a meal and out after they finish. guess we stay too long. thats y the pek cek.

rules of my lab...

2008-04-03T15:00:00.000+08:00

1)no food and drink.
2)must be punctual.
3)no playing of games and watching videos.

rules i have broke.
1)ate 1 whole apple(this is hardest considering the cruching sound... it is loud!)
maybe next time a whole watermelon. then durian!(madness)
2)always late for a few mins(ask my friend to sign)
3)viwawa for the first 2 week(nth to do),blogging for the next 3weeks.

today went gym to do some back extension.. it actually make me feel less pain! praise the Lord.. please pray for my back... must continue to go gym le... rest for so many days...today gym was quite easy going... not so shag... muz make it a point to go everyday. and train myself up for ns, and to improve my fitness and my self esteem. jiayou kaishing! LOL! oh ya... about fitnes too.. that day when i went jogging to admiralty was quite easy.. i wasn't breathing badly, nor grasping for air(good sign) juz that my hip bone seems to be painful.. so i didn't push myself much! sembawang will be next! then yishun then khatib... lol... next time i will be like Junhong... walk back from yio chu kang and also from hougang! u are MAD!!! salute to u through!!! LOL

After much effort of biting with care and minimum noise..

eh... abit gross la... =x

its juz a muscle ache.. no bone problem.

2008-04-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

backache got worse... tuesday couldn't even climb out of bed... its tat pain.. so i took mc and went to see doctor... doc ask me to take x-ray the next day. x-ray came out... its normal.. no bone problem.. juz muscle ache... thats all!! chey... i would actually hope some things would be scan out from the x-ray.. its been pain since years... but praise the Lord.. at least i noe its not that serious.. so the doctor ask to do exercise to strengthen the back. btw wearing the x-ray gown i look like weird.. first time felt so uncomfortable wearing "skirt"(guess i will not show the photos ba) =x so like tat spend 30 plus and got 2 day of mc... Thank God that my teacher is understanding... shall post a video of how my com was in sch... some days...

my hair before...(top)
i cut my hair le... yeah!!!! i prefer to be in short hair nowadays... eh... maybe its some pre-ns symptoms...
My hair after...(btm) updates will be getting more... cause i am super bored in school... "a place for me to spend time when i m bored) eh.. sound familiar... 1 LAST thing... i acutally ran to admiralty
taken right after i jog there
next target will be sembawang.. wahahaha!

your life design it your way!

2008-03-27T10:29:00.001+08:00

i really can't wait till i get over my poly life! and ns here i come... LOL... i wanna train up before i get into ns.. lol... i dun want to be the one tat pull the whole team down.. =x so malu la.. hope i can really do it.. target weight will be 75... still a long long way...(eh... no need to ask wat is the weight now) juz think big... =x

i still got half a year to go for my poly... get over it and done with fast! haiz.. think twice when u go into a course which u totally have no interest in... life can be design,choose and plan. design it!

2008-03-19T08:57:00.000+08:00

heaven on earth? today is a hell for me man! once again fail 1 module! in the last semster. totally crap. so many flashback once again. =p while u are feeling so down. and so affected by the result... wat u wanna do is to have some peace and hope no one talk about it.. first thing in the morning "sian.. i did so bad.. my GPA drop to 3.3" WTH! i almost #!%E^!%#$ scold him in his face.. !@#!(*$)!()*$*!()#)!$* how wonderful can tat be... the best day for 1 can be the worst for another. today feeling=DEAD

three wishes

2007-10-12T15:07:00.000+08:00

today came across this show "three wishes" its a show whereby the tv show is to fulfill 3 wishes of ppl tat appear on the show... duh! i watch it from half way... so didn't noe the beginning... anyway the first 1 was a "jams" handicap gal. she go thru all the treatment and everything. and she wanted a graduation day when she actually stand up and walk to collect the cert from the professor. think she was handicap due to a accident during her graduation day. its juz so amazing to see how much impact, media can bring to bring a gal wish come to pass... i really cry... and its not juz tear dropping by really its super touching. i end up have to go into the room to watch... hahaz... if u are rich and u do such things to help others then to spend on materialistic stuff i think its worth it...
2nd 1 was a farm transformation.. nth much. juz a small farm to a big farm. then 3rd 1 was a inspiring dancer end up in great debt. at last her debt was all clear and she was able to go to new york to dance for a well known dance school... and she was offer a scholarship but the instructors... in this. 1 thing tat touch me is tat u muz be prepare for the things tat are ahead of u... this lady have to do a solo when she reach there... and image your wish is to be a dancer like her and all u do is wish to be 1... she wish and she dance and make it.. cause she practice real hard and she got the talent.. but if a nobody say the same wish as her and she go up and she will screw it... so i feel preparations for wat is ahead of u and your dreams are impt... i muz start doing something about my dreams... and prepare for it to happen... WAHAHAHAHAHA

THINGS I MUZ COMMIT TO DO

2007-10-08T01:39:00.000+08:00

1)ultimate goal=be a singer and a fashion designer!
2)united cell group
3)jog at least 3 times a week
4)cannot eat after 8pm(onli drink plain water)
5)come up with more design
6)write new songs
7)rise up as a _________
8)cherish all my friends-build up more relationship
9)buy shoe-converse shoe, bag-lonsdale bag, tshirt, accessories, shirt.
10)try to make my own formal wear
11)work and earn money so tat i can help more ppl
12)perm hair+dye

2007-10-04T14:53:00.000+08:00

this are some interesting things tat happen after the last post... firstly... wanna thank dale and his dad... i went to dale's dad clinic to actually push my back... was still kind of pain... now is better le... and his dad juz say.. "treat dale to a meal can le la... no need pay..." so VERY THANK YOU... secondly... pay increase at homefix... from 4.5 to 5... the staffs are like complaining... wah... we work so long now then pay increase... maybe cause i got into homefix? God wanna bless me? and bless them too? next... the levis HR dept actually pick up our call and responded to us after like 1 month... so might change job... or take 2... this sem is quite a relac 1... cause this is a sem when i taking my drop modules and rpt module.... so time table is quite shiok... cause i plan it myself.. wednesday no school... friday 1 lesson onli.. =x

wednesday is a exciting day...

2007-09-25T01:46:00.000+08:00

argh... as each day pass by my heart and mind juz start to spin... wednesday is going to be a big day.... i will not screw it... i will not!!! today is monday le... yet i haven't really sit on a drum to practice at all!!! can u believe it...and wednesday i will be playing in front of a crowd!!!! BIG HEAD WITH CAP LOCKS!!! DA TAO LIAO!!! BIG HEAD BIG HEAD BIG HEAD!!! everyone that read this please keep it a secret... the choir is going to play "The Birthday Song" by corrine may to belle... and i will be playing the drums...playing the drums in front of the whole choir... God i pray it will be successful... and no OFF TIME AND no PAISEH!!!! tml i will be working full... can't practice... until Wednesday then i can practice... and there might not have a rehearsal... so nervous!!!! ARGH!!!! all i did for this performance is juz listening to the track and playing "air drums" i believe that God can bring me through this!!!! i will be a instrument for Christ... =)

BACKACHE

2007-09-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

Friday was "WORSE backache day" i was sitting in cg and i am juz so pain that i have to sit behind abit... cause was too pain and no space to "crack my back" tats wat i think will help lessen the pain... first time i felt so Bad... its pain until sweat kind 1.... although i sweat alot la... but... anyway the pain start from friday... continue on sat... went to my cousin's wedding... still painful... i keep complain to my cousins... and the wedding was kind of easy and "three lines"... kind of cheapo... the place was cramp and small... everything is like "like tat onli ah" kind of feeling... go wedding still watch channel 8 show without sound... anyway... congrats to my cousin for her wedding... she is like 20plus of age too... ahem... the pain was there till sunday... went for svc serve for choir without jumping onli tip top... lol.. call the "fake jump"... tat day was amazing... its not words can put it thru... juz wonderful... marvelous... really God's presence is there... then after preaching and after pastor ministering and during worship... i heard God say "i will heal u juz like how i had heal u before of your lung infection" *i smile* this feeling is so touching and heart warming.. God is really so real and He really is veri interested in our life... no matter who u are... as long as u are a human and open to Him.. "as u draw near to Him, He will draw near to u" so after God spoke tat word to me... i didn't feel healing taking place but i told myself... i have claim it... monday i woke up... my back still hurts LOTS... but i didn't lose faith... until tuesday... when i woke up i can feel my pain crease... can still jump up and down... really praise God for healing tat has taken place and is taking place... PTL!!!

oh great... today another weird call...

2007-07-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

got a call from a small gal... and her first word was "PAPA" diao... papa? nth to say... told her gentle u got the wrong number... its like those toddler sound... so cannot shout... if not next time they dun dare call his papa liao.. =x

bad day today...

2007-07-25T02:21:00.000+08:00

early in the morning at 7am.... got a call from a private number.... its 7am in the MORNING!!! thats the time i set my alarm clock to wake me up anyway... this guy call ANDY say he got my number from live chat line... WAT IS THIS!!! RED IS HIM BLUE IS ME "hi... got your number from live chat line... can we chat?" "wat?(still in a slpy mood)" "you are?" "Andy" "can i chat with u" "where u get this number?" "live chat line" "GO AND DIE!!!" AND I HANG UP THE PHONE!!! this is mean/evil? i dun think so ba... waking up at 7am to call a chatline is total madness.... then i think about it maybe it was a prank... but he dun sound like someone i noe anyway... then when i hang him up i press away my alarm... so i woke up at 9am instead... sian... late for school.. so decided to go school at 1 which is the next class... wat a day today... and can't image someone won't call a chatline to talk to someone of the same gender... total crap... i was so furious lorz... woke up by a guy whom i dunnoe... *! #&*!&$)*!$&!) tot my mum she also think tat guy siao... weird things happen... today... tml happen again.. i going to call singtel... check this number liao... lol... today is a hectic day... today till 9pm... wanna go jogging liao.... but.... eh... didn't go... haiz... tml i will!!!!!!

1st 2 pic transformation of a childish looking boy to a guy

2007-07-21T01:27:00.001+08:00

YONG LI MIN

LIM KAI SHING

KL TRIP-trying to take the sunrise...

while everyone else is asleep

1 great thing tat God created-the nature-the sky-the sun

eh... this is a.... lamppost... this is a toilet break stop

my poor sis eating medicine

2007-07-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

step 1:put BIG pill into tissue paper
step 2:bite the BIG pill into half
step 3:continue biting pill into half until it looks "swallow-able"
step 4:place them in a straight line starting with the smallest then the worst yellow medicine last

ps:careful it might choked/stop at your throat(happen to her everytime-dunnoe why?) and do not drink excessive water cause it might cause your stomach to bloat(tats wat happen to her)

oh ya... took her 30mins or longer to finish her medicine taking... LOL... poor sister... always quarrel with her... =x

09/07/2007 birthday boy... this is wat happened... no one is dead...

2007-07-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

have a marvelous and unforgettable birthday this year.... finally the memories of the curry chicken is overtake.... hahaz.... anyway... thanx for the curry chicken guys.. was memorial too... =)

first was mine cg celebrating with me... during cg... big cookie cake as birthday cake.... and someone bite off a portion.... hahaz... dun be condemn... u are forgiven....thanx to jy i was kind of wet.. really did feel your blessing anyway... jy! took several photos... i really dunnoe what kind of funny pics they took... and i got a new bag for birthday... NEW BAG!!!

next was a birthday celebration with dale edwin jingfa jj millie nicole and constance.... i planned 1.... i really did plan a stupid place though... eating marche at vivo.... the total bill is 226! and we somehow wasted some food... cause suddenly there is this mustard and topasco sauce prank... i think dale kena the most... follow by me then jj... u nv noe where it might be... under your fork/spoon/in your food/in your drink... and in your cake.... suppose to be a apple cake... by somehow it became a mustard cream cake...

after everything... was carry like a pig.... got drag... got sensor part... butt crack and stuff like tat... and got some bone breaking violent scene.... and carry halfway still can take a break 1... lol... all they wanna do is to throw me into the water area at vivo 3rd floor.... can run away 1 la... but no fun liao if i really kick them away and spoil the relationship.... lol... but i really got them tired... hahaz... dale is the weakest link ba... after all these his face turned white... =x hahaz...
nv even plan your birthday near any water and careful with wat u eat and drink... mustard sauce and topasco sauce might be on/in it.... be cautious... a word of cautious for all the upcoming birthday boys and gals... i think next time when i plan someone birthday... it will be right at kelong... celebrate finish push him/her down the water... u can hide and run.... but how far?

will upload the photos.... asap when i got it...

sneak preview of wat happen on my birthday!

2007-07-13T01:55:00.001+08:00

ARM WRESTLING-JUZ FOR LAUGH!!!! I LOSE MAYBE CAUSE I LAUGH TOO MUCH!!! LOL

2007-07-11T02:37:00.000+08:00

STAY TUNED FOR WAT HAPPENED ON MY BIRTHDAY WEEK!!!!

Our God reigns & Miracle maker (LOVE THESE SONGS)

2007-07-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

OUR GOD REIGNS

40 million babies lost to Gods great orphanage,
It’s a modern day genocide and a modern day disgrace
If this is a human right then why aren’t we free?
The only freedom we have is in a man nailed to a tree.

100 million faces, staring at the sky,
Wondering if this HIV will ever pass us by.
The devil stole the rain and hope trickles down the plug,
But still my Chinese take away could pay for someone’s drugs.

Our God reigns, Our God reigns,
Forever your kingdom reigns.

The west has found a gun and it’s loaded with ‘unsure’
Nip and tuck if you have the bucks in a race to find a cure.
Psalm one hundred and thirty nine is the conscience to our selfish crime,
God didn’t screw up when he made you,
He’s a father who loves to parade you.

Yes he reigns, yes you reign, yes you reign,
For there is only one true God,
But we’ve lost the reins on this world,
Forgive us all, forgive us please,
As we fight for this broken world on our knees.

MIRACLE MAKER

I’m waiting here for my life to change,
When the waters stir you can rearrange me.
Just one touch is all I need,
I’ve nothing much but the wounds I feel,
I’m looking for the hand of the miracle man.

Holy, you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Holy, you are holy, Saviour, Healer,
I’m standing at the feet of the miracle maker.

I’m holding on, with your life in mine,
Living water’s come,
And you’ve rearranged me.

Holy you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Holy, you are holy,
Saviour, healer,
I’m staring in the face of the miracle maker.

Holy, you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Jesus, precious Jesus,
Thank you, Saviour,
I’m walking in the shoes of my miracle maker.
I’m standing with the faith of a miracle maker.

kl performance for amway!

2007-07-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

last sunday 1st july
2.00am
-reach US studio... thats where strikeforce gather for practice every sunday...
3.00am
-leave for KLfor a strikeforce performance...
3-8am
traveling there.....traveling was kind of scary.... there is no street light nor and road dividers... i think i will end up in accident... our driver drive till veri fast somemore... dunnoe how he do it... there are times i really feel we are going to crash... but praise God that we are safe!!! all the sudden brakes can scare the soul out of me... on the way there watch Mr bean holiday half way... watch blood diamond half way.... mr bean cause the disc got error... pirated ma... then blood diamond cause i was too tired...
10am
rehearsal at the indoor stadium... i was tired and couldn't concentrate... half the time i am thinking wat is next... then boon came and say me... =x
after tat we rehearse for hours and after tat went to lunch....we walked in the burning hot sun for like 25mins till we reach the carrefour shopping mall... and actually we wanna eat A&W but there dun have.... sian 1/2.... then we ate something like pizza hut and its like onli 5 sing dollar each person... i ate 1 chicken and 1 slice and i m full... maybe cause got input no output thats y so full.... then we when shopping and walk around the mall... something i found out is tat they have a indoor soccer field in the shopping mall.... so cool... i took a photo of it with esther cam.. cause my phone low batt... another sian 1/2 thing... so many times i wanna take photo but!!!!! haiz...
7pm
after all the shopping and eating we went back to a waiting room for the performer... and everyone is slping on the chair and sofa in all diff style... i went back and wanna rest then they told us to change... then around 8plus was our performance... the "amway conference" is juz like church service... but these ppl are more fierce and they are veri loud.... i was kind of scare by the crowd... then i ask eugene(strikeforce friend): "they look fierce lehz... how?" eugene :" nvm... we will be more fierce than them..." LOL... that really make me wanna show that want strikeforce is really make of....then we went out and really did a good show... although we have mistake but good thing the video didn't really took our mistake and can't really hear... i think 1 bad thing tat happen is tat we can't hear the person that give us the timing... good thing we still can flow with each other... after tat most of our hand hurts badly... i think my hand grew again.. lol... after tat we packed and return back to singapore... everyone is tired but we still go for Macdonald... lol... then one of sf member share some spiritual stuffs... about fivefold ministry... but really can see tat she noe so much... and all she share is so good... i always think she is a quiet gal... hahaz... then reach back home first thing is bath and "kaboom" slp in bed like a log... no thunder or storm or hurricane can wake me up... thats all for the KL trip will post some photos next time.. =)

dogs clever or cats?

2007-07-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

wat do u think? i personally feel dogs are clever... cause i recently saw a cat dead on the road... poor thing... but who to blame? itself? the scene tat i saw was horrible.... all thanx to edwin to say "eeeee" which makes me turn to look at where he was looking... and there it was a headless cat... then right after tat his bus came... unlike me... have to sit there to wait for the bus... and i juz can't stop looking at the direction of the cat.... although its like quite far from where i m sitting but i can hear the bone cracking everytime a car went pass it... sitting there... i scare tat the car might go pass it making it fly... and fly towards me... and landed on my face... how wonderful can tat be... but a bit drama... anyway these make me conclude cats are stupid through... nv seen a dog die on street anyway...

wah... my first post with so much photos!!! hand tired liao!!! LOL

2007-06-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

here to blog again.... lol... i wanna change my blogskin... i wanna change it to rising japan sun... as the background... can't find any... anyone spot it can tell me... anyway... i was thinking of drawing my own then take photo then make it my background... some photos tat i took with a group of friends after sat svc... its like 10plus when i met them... anyway i really enjoy the time with them... tot they might change alot.... like how i saw jh first time... he look so slim now... good for u "jh"... inspire me to be like u worz... anyway... i really can't imagine myself slim... anyway these are the pics we took on tat day... guess where are we.... and we took so much i think if i post all my blog will be flooded... so these are some good looking pic of me... =x and ignore the background... its not tat we like to be there... juz tat we dunnoe where else to go... =) thats the truth... really enjoy the time with them.... really long time no see... but 1 sad thing is tat i can't go for sunday svc after tat... cause my mum wanted me to stay with my sister and she was not quite happy about me going back so late... but after all i think having such greats friends life will be so diff...SOME STUPID PHOTOS OF ME ps:i was wearing this shirt for 19 hours... 1 word=gosh

things that happen after my last post...

2007-06-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

empty pan=all in stomach liao

random shots

CHAMPION=ART with 14 slices of pizza

this is mine= 9slices nia

dale=9 slices

jingfa=9slices edwin=12 slices
total=12+9+9+9+8+14=61slices(another 9 cause another of our friend add up all the crust)
my art work for olevel.... realise it when i went back to the camp... but noe wat the painter is not my name.... -..-'''

last weekend i think i gain 10kg.... lol... so happening... when i juz posted about wanna cut down my weight... lol...

3 MEGA WEIGHT GAINING SOLUTION:
1)eating buffet on Edwin's birthday.. (eat till u pregnant) i think i did bore a baby dat day... but its still with me now... =x
2)eating bbq on a cg outing... all the nice uncooked food mostly done by me... =x
3)eating again more uncooked food on AVA camp...

1-2) eating at Edwin's birthday was VERI FUN... all the guys... not a single gal... sad edwin... lol... anyway we all joke about about each other with whoever and all the crap... the world is totally diff when lots of crapper gather....i dran hahaz... i think the funny part of the day was when all of us sit in dale's car... the car move so slow.. i think even the slowest bus/motor can overtake....
1 stupid thing we did is to....."1,2,3 everyone move forward...." HAHAZ!!! indeed it jerk real far.. i think others car will siam us...some stupid things guys will think of... lol... but it was fun!!! anyway but things change when we are going downslope.... Ferrari also can catch up!!!! but if got a turn... thats all folks... think we will all end up in a veri serious accident... lol... after tat we went to catch a movie... at causeway point... was suppose to have a big suprise there..... but onli 1 turn up!! all last min back out.... true friends are hard to find... forgive those tat really got serious stuff... but some simply bo chup i think... finally we watch pirate of carribean then went home....

2-2)cg outing on friday... i dunnoe... wasn't my day i feel... i was kind of moody... hahaz.. cause earlier i think i fail 2 class test... cause of some misunderstanding... haiz.... then the whole day was kind of spoil... but the face dun look so i think...anyway... fail test which u noe how to do was a bad and disappointing experience... haiz... i think those reading will noe how i feel... its like poking knife at yourself... everyone was having fun... but i dun feel happy... dunnoe why...

3-2)AVA camp.... started actually on sat afternoon... i went onli on sunday evening... its kind of a free and easy kind of camp.. so its alright... went there... saw alot of unfamiliar faces.... but click with them quite fast... anyway i really feel i do have a passion to bring them to church... they are real nice ppl.... its like sheep without a sheepherd... i will be praying for them fatefully from today on... =) alot of funny things happen too.. the whole ava crew play a game... the team which can get the fastest things will win.... my group was the best.... in hair.... cause one of the member is "a hairy monster" leg hair armpit hair all his.... pluck 1 time = 10hairs... so anything got to do with hair... everyone will start to pluck from him... first was leg hair... we pluck for him... but armpit hair... eh... no one take the action... cause u noe... smelly... anyway... i also sacrifice my head hair cause i was so called the leader... sitting nearest to the table... good thing is onli 3 strands imagine 300 strands.. wah... if its 300 strands i think my hairy monster friend will be dead due to removal of too much hair at a short time... think he will really breathe his last... while everyone try to pluck hair from him... ok... stop.. getting gross...

busy days nowadays... i trying to got gym every alternate days... and jogging everyday... please see tat i does these by end of these year!! LOL

2007-06-07T00:54:00.001+08:00

monday... school... gym... go for strikeforce cause wed will be performing...

tuesday...school...8.30am-9.30pM.... "so fun"...lab test in the afternoon...think i did quite well... was pissed by a guy in my class... he was scolding my friend and telling him help him do these and tat... and his wire cannot go in and stuffs while my friend haven't finish his own lab test...and hello!!! its a lab test... get it lab test? individual.... complain for so long... me him and my friend were the onli ppl in the class... cause actually teacher has shouted times up.... and whole class have left...and this guy is always slping in class... i really wanna scold him liao... and i really wanna punch him right at the face liao... lol... but i hold back myself... think cause of wat cas and rj share ba... and also i think about the relationship between my friend and this GUY! wat if i really punch him... will they still be friends cause of me? and noe wat... my friend actually help him out after he is done with his... and no ty from him.... still put blame in him... such good friends... no enemies are needed... lab test at night... 4.5/5...

wednesday... no school... friend take my attendance... no performance.... last min taken out... sad... sad is spell S A D!! no performance then went to help out for drumfest... went from bras basah to bugis... wrong direction... walk back to bras basah... then to suntec... then to raffles place... then to plaza sing... then to novena square... then to jalan bukit merah... took me 4 hrs... sit bus take train sit bus again take train again... sit bus take train sit bus take train... walk walk walk and walk... alone... i m serving God... this is wat i do for strikeforce and God... if anyone say tat nv see me in strikeforce and i not doing anything for this drumfest... i think i will punch the person...
lol.... i getting kind of violent nowadays... lol... all the punch here and scolding here and there... i saying saying onli.. think i won't do it ba... will it??????

emerge was so fast over... i catch onli some parts... sad

2007-06-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

emerge 2007... full of fun and decision making time... quite sad tat for some svc i can't go in... muz be either at overflow room or can't even see anything... overflow room is bad... all u can hear is echo of some sound... i was in overflow room for 2 svc... and GRAND finale didn't even see anything...ALL THAT IS IN THE HALL!!! PLEASE TREASURE YOUR TIME IN IT!!! AND DUN SLP AND DUN EAT TIBITS WHILE I CAN'T EVEN GO IN!!! WAKE UP!!! anyway cause was serving strikeforce... we have been fixing up the drum while everyone else is in svc... its a breakthru tat we can actually transform the drums in such a short time limit... lol... 3 hrs new look at the udm... aw... i should go on stage.. cause those on the stage mange to hug the musicians and pst kong!!! lol... i really treasure everyone that i noe... and i love N283... each one of u guys and gals...
fri i was super tired... super duper tired... my legs are really jellys!!! real jelly... after svc went to find my cg at airport...impt note... do not.... do not... do not... take cab from airport... if u are really desperately rushing for time... or if u are really rich i got nth to say... but praise God i got a lousy yellow top black cab... wasn't as expensive as compare to others... its surcharge is onli 3.50.. compare to others which is 5 dollar... went to pick up dale and others at bedok... then send everyone home... and the FINALLY CAB FARE IS!!!!!!45 dollar... the uncle is a choingster... drive super fast... i like it....
thats all for last week... stay tuned...

this blog is not dead... juz slow...

2007-05-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

i haven't been posting for so long... lol.. anyway i got so much to say and post and i dunnoe where to start...i think i talk about this week ba.. sunday went to help out at jams church... all the people there are so adorable... they might look diff and behave diff... but they got a good heart... some really did caught my attention... especially this 2 guy... 1 was running around the hall like no one business, up the stage grip the mic of the bv, stand on chair and super hyper... another 1 was a guy who wear a suit with a proud face... lol... he give offering machim "tell the world that jesus live, tell the world tat, tell the world that" then Q & A session he keep wanting to answer questions... "hello, hello, me me." Jesus told us to love your neighbor as yourself... i feel all these people should be love too... i really love serving them and caring for them... i dunnoe why...

Monday was a great start... mum prepare breakfast for me... and guess wat... its noodles, something like maggi mee, and something like mee kia... but the best part is the soup... the soup is shark fin's soup... wat a good mum i have... partly is becuz she wanna try it herself... SHOIK! machim royal life... morning sharkfins soup noodles then maybe lunch will be lobsters and dinner will be a whole feast... wah.... i think too much... muz not think so much if not all the gym is wasted... went for gym after my school... then after tat went to help out at sf... got ps by dale and jf.... lol... forgiven... i think i ps ppl, ppl will ps me too... =x lol... at expo till around 11... STRIKEFORCE WILL BE PERFOMING AT EMERGE!!! STAY TUNED!!!

tues is another long day... went to sch at around 9plus... actually muz reach at 8.. but i was late...
finally met 1 of my best friend in school... he was away for attachment and juz came back for the FYP... although onli can have lunch and go home together sometimes.. but i do treasure him as a friend... none other than "Lisheng" lol... shorter name = LS... funny guy... crappy like me... hahaz... saw his dog today... "weird looking" dog... first time i see these kind... its a small and tall dog... not much fur... SUPER HYPER!!! totally different from gigi(jy and jas dog) i got kiss at the nose by it... i was sitting down on some steps... it pound straight to my nose... was super shocked!!! maybe i will post it pic 1 day... if onli LS send to me... lol... oh... ya.. talking about "pounding" i was in lecture today... Maths lecture... super dry and tired.. i totally slp like no tml... didn't really have any bad expression or snoring and stuffs... maybe juz drops of saliva.. =x
finally the lesson was ending... this irritating lecturer always take attendance 1 by 1... cannot run 1... everyone was so fed up with him and his teaching... take attendance of course i awake... then suddenly got a commotion at the steps there.. got ppl quarreling, but they look jokingly... then suddenly this guy who is something like my build actually pound on 1 bad face guy and started whacking him... he jump right into the sits... whack the guy till his clothes was rip off... then the big guy kick the door and left the room... he actually kick the door 3 times.. 1) cause he drop his sandals 2)cause he kick too hard then the door bounce back too fast 3)finally with the right strength he left the room.. i was sitting right at the back... i Laugh!!! hahaz... angry yet... do a joke for us to see... lol... that bad face guy dunnoe dead or alive or crippled.. lol.. or it might be the other way around... lol... this lecturer got this kind of problems every year... last year when i attend his lecture also got this kind of things... lol... he also say it himself "wah... every year i sure kena this kind of things 1... always muz go write report... sianz... " can't believe it this year also happen... he say that i laugh too.. cause LS also got mention to me about him... that he always kena these kind of stuffs... good thing i was awake to see show.. .=x hahaz... hope more of these kind of shows to keep me awake.. LOL... juz kidding!!!! thats all folks!!!

forget to post this... (was in the draft)

2007-05-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

sat and sun svc... during my secondary school i decided to follow u and i have make it a decision to follow u wholly... cause u will nv forsake me... others may draw away from u... and forsake u... but Lord i will follow u... forgive me for wat i have done and i want to move on with my life without guilt and shame... i may be a fool in man sight... but i will rather be a fool than not following you...

this week is terrible...

2007-05-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

this week is so sick... i got gastric on sunday.... monday got fever till now... and i didn't see doc... lol... no mc... so i pong monday tuesday wednesday lesson... HAIZ!!! sianz... why am i always sick... i wonder too... lol... anyway... today went to bs despite of being sick... its about shepherding... was a good sermon... really learn alot... hahaz.. then after tat rush back to woodlands cause edwin got jamming... we choing from clarke quay to city hall take train... reach city hall went toilet... ok... nth happen here... this time... then choing to the train... approaching a shape turn.... i turn and i shouted out... totally scared me... i really jump uP!! lol... someone bigger size than me block me... i was so paiseh... good thing still got edwin there... if not super paiseh... the guy sounded rough like a big giant... "oh... sorry" lol... a giant scared by a bigger giant.. how ironic... lol..... then went back home after tat... was still thinking whether wanna go jamming but was too sick... i pray that i will be ok tml... yeah...

spiderman3

2007-05-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

watch this show with ls andrew hc and sks... midnight show somemore... rush after my cg to watch this show with them... its a good movie... its combine of funny scenes action and touching moments.. but i feel this movie is more of a touching movie than a actionpack movie... i actually did cry after watching it... some scenes were kind of stupid though like the SANDMAN accidently shot the grandfather... cause he hum tio... -.-''' watever... (wat i actually learn) i learn that sometimes money can actually force someone to do things... SANDMAN daughter is so sick that he really in need of money that he have to go and rob bank... i dunnoe wat i will do... but can really see the love towards her daughter and that he want to make her well... thank God tat i have a provider like Him... that He will make his words come to past... that indeed want i sow i will reap... and this month is actually quite a tough month for me... but blessings are coming in for me from Him... my brother... MY BROTHER? i really can't imagine this... but he bless me 40 dollars.. first time in my entire life... my dad bless me with a M2 card... and a phone... then my mum bless me to take cab... then my aunt strike lottery bless me 10dollars... TY GOD!!! more will be coming... Ptl

its impossible to please everyone...

2007-05-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

today was suppose to go to svc at 9... i was the planner and i was late... please dun be like tat... anyway... wasn't really my fault.. cause i got gastric pain in the morning maybe due to the BIG fish and chips at simpang bedok... took a cab down and Praise the Lord tat i was not late for MM interview... finally... 1 of my wishes is going to come to pass... was a good 1 i guess... then after tat went to serve for choir... then after svc went to BLUR QUEEN baptism... she did live up to her name... (anyway... hope after baptism u will drop this name and be blur no more) her name now is charis... which means grace.. took some photos of her and some group photos... eh... group of 4 onli... lol... kind of funny... then after tat went blood donation... SHOUTS TO JY!!! THANX FOR THE MAC TREAT!!! LOL... I WON!!! WOOSH!! then after this went to strikeforce unwillingly... lol.... i dunnoe why but i feel the willingness to serve at sf drops alot... then today went for fellowship with sf ppl... was kind of not fruitful... cause the heart is not there... 1 word... sian.. send 10 dollars for 3 slices of pizza... madness... then went back alone... sometimes alone doesn't mean not good... it makes u think... good things of course... "sometimes its juz so easy to show a face tat u are alright with wat u are doing but deep in u... its killing u.... IT HURT... sacrifices have to be made...esteeming others than yourself? or foolishness?" this is wat is in my mind... but in a rather happy feeling... grudging at first... but felt open after tat... (DUN UNDERSTAND JUZ SKIP) walk to buona vista mrt station... went to the toilet... WORST THING THAT HAPPEN!!! i went to a peaceful looking urinal... working by sensor... happily using it... then noe wat... THE WATER KEEP RISING!!! while i was using it... ARGH!!! *****imagine******
u using a urinal... then the water keep rising and u are half walk thru the process...
wat will u do?
1)wait for the water to rise all over your shoes and pants?
2)skip to the next urinal juz like tat? (half way thru the process)
3)faster finish it and siam?
4)try to hold your urine and skip?
5)drink the water?(CHOOSE THIS MEANS U ARE DUMB!!!)

Praise God tat i didn't have much urine in me... and i manage to siam fast... if not my own urine will be all over my shoes and pants... GROSS!!! and good thing no one was around... if not so paiseh... thats about my day for today...

ultimate goal

2007-05-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

yesteday went jamming at edwins place with art and art's friend pamela... all of them are so good and walking so close to their own goals and purpose in life... and they were so good when jamming... i was the weakest link and i didn't really feel good about it... good la... all these kind of jamming session and fellowship can make me think about my future... and really thru all these ppl that i can really learn... i was lousy... i didn't noe when to go in for almost all the songs... lol..then God reminded me of the potter and the clay... i m juz like a clay waiting to be use by God... waiting to be put into the furnace... the story goes something like this... "God is our potter and we are his clay... each 1 of us has a purpose in our life... we the clay is being moulded and shape into the 'best pot'... and we will always struggle and hot air will raise and bubbles will form causing it to crack... aiya... to cut story short... eh... but wat God reminded me is the process when u have to wait to be put into the furnace... u are left on the shelf... this is call the "waiting period" i think i am in this stage for awhile le... time for me to move on... but sometimes when we wanna step out for God... things will be in the way... for example finance... and relationship problems.... FOCUS!!!! i will shine for God

The real me? finding out...

2007-05-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

sermon on the mount... wah... this is super good... i think i will attend all the svc... to actually to find out how i m and how a christian should be... i really thinking about this for weeks... and praying to God that how i can get to noe him more... this is really a great msg i looking forward for...

1st day at work at sentosa...

2007-05-04T13:13:00.000+08:00

1 word for working at sentosa... "tired" the management was kind of poor... and everything is so disorganize... make me run here and there... so hard... but i will be going back to work... was suppose to work on fri.. but ps them... cause really hurt my back... couldn't really work... then didn't serve for choir too... BTW anyone can help me with this "i m trying to put a link to feature my art works and drawings all that..." anyone can actually teach me how...

cool finding... this is a safety pin jacket... if u can see the description...

2007-05-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

this is my dead phone... lol... poor phone... old muz go for new to come... got a k800i... but all contacts gone... sad

2007-05-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

this something deep in me... but i juz dunnoe how to express it out somethings... and afraid wat will ppl think of me...

2007-05-02T00:33:00.000+08:00

monday- went to get my new phone with my dad... i was at cwp after sch ends at around 12... called my dad at 1,3,4... called him first few times he was quite angry liao... cause he driving taxi cannot really talk much... went to library to find for some art books... browse for 1 hour plus walk around cwp for 1 hour plus... then settle down at kfc to eat my lunch...

before all these i dun even have a cent MAN!!! lol... cause i gave for building fund and still waiting for my friend to transfer money to my account... after he transfer then i go eat.. so was super hungry... sometime its juz so hard to be on God's side.. when u have nth and u can't tell your parents... when they juz gave u your allowance yesterday and u are telling them u dun have a cent today... madness.. waited for so long... dad didn't appear... after hours he came in with his shade on and tuck in clothes... VERI UNCLE!!! TYPICAL TAXI DRIVER!!! then when on the way to singtel shop

dad: "like tat can anot? look nice with shade on?"
me replied " eh u look veri uncle lorz... veri ah pek... think u look nicer without the shade..." so he took down the shade... look so much younger!

nth much happen till here... he was still joking and having fun with me and teasing the sale gal... thats my dad... but he is good... not those ci go pek uncle la...

then after tat my mum also came over cause she need to get a phone too... she noe nuts about the phone and all she want is a phone tat can be use and can call out can le... she dun care much about it 1... then my dad was like saying to her.. "gogogo.. choose your phone... wat kind u want? flip1? push out1? or normal?" MUM"i anything la... can use can already..." she say she wanted this" and my dad say:"confirm ma..the screen so small, so bulky? and things like tat" then make my mum dunnoe wat to choose... i noe all she want is juz a simple and cheap phone... then my dad keep saying" waste my time... i wanna slp 1 lehz... cannot slp liao" **brought the phone le then went to seahorse brand store** spend $120 free cause we complain for a "damage" sofa we brought last few weeks... my dad walked into the shop so YAYA machim the ppl owe him something like tat... not the supplier problem ma.. i think shouldn't have done tat.. anyway we got our stuff and my dad wanna take bus back.. with all the bulky stuff we carry... its stupid.. then i and my mum voted for taxi... **board the taxi** my dad gave wrong instruction...
then thru out the time they are together... they are quarreling... and shooting each other... it break my heart to see that.. **reach home sit at the table** still quarreling... saying about wat happen on the cab and choose phone slow and things like tat...then neither 1 wanna give way... i was like thinking how can i solve all these? leave home? then after tat my dad say me... " then u ah... also another one... i driving u call me so many times.. ask u go repair first dunnoe how..." then i burst out crying" i where got money, i waited for u so long... u nv called me back.. wat u want me do?" **walk to the toilet...** then walk pass them...** "everytime quarrel quarrel quarrel u think i hear until veri song ah?" **went into my room crying out loud to God....** 1)i can't tell them i gave how much for building fund 2)i was super hungry and got no money... 3) waited for so long and walking till sian liao my dad still not there...4)i fail 2 modules for poly and i didn't tell them... lots of things i have been hiding from them... should i say? i think i need counseling lehz.. i can't really control my anger well... i angry i will cry.. i sad i cry.... watever if u wanna call me crybaby... this is me... emotional at times... then i vent my anger by punching on wall with my fist... and the thought of hitting my head against the wall came to my mind...(juz a thought... didn't do it)

this is wat i wrote in the dark crying to God... ** sitting down on the floor(cause didn't want to dirty the bed, haven't bath)** **In the dark.. cause didn't want to on the light for my parents to see... (dunnoe y)**

"I love both of u,thats why i want u all to be happy with each other and not quarrel over small things...TO DAD:"i noe u have been wanting me to go find a job, i noe u are working hard to provide for the family,i thank u that u are giving us so many things but 1 thing tat actually lack is a happy family(at times)"
"I HAVE GROWN UP,I NOE WAT I WANT AND WAT I DOING AND WAT I WANNA BE!!" I LOVED U"RE SO MUCH TAT I DO NOT WANT TO SEE ALL THESE!!!"

who would noe tat a guy like me tat seems so happy go lucky will do this kind of things... lol... but tat was the true me... i really need to change... but after i calm myself down... i really think tats of the devil... stupid thoughts... how can i be a leader if i can't even control my emotions... and how can i be a leader if all these small problems will be such a big impact to me... wat about those ppl their parents divorce, their parents in hospital, or worst case scenario or even die.. wat if all these happen... will my cg juz disperse like tat... i will grow stonger from this... then after all these went jogging then went to find edwin and art... then wanna meet dale and others for supper... went back home at 2.. everyone asleep... my brother on the sofa... think maybe because my parents worry for me ask him wait... poor brother... but i m alright now... dun have to view me different... this is juz a step i have to step up to... dun worry... i can overcome these...
SOMETIMES ITS juz so easy to give up everything tat u are assigned to do... and give up on life and give up on God... BUT!!! I CHOSE NOT TO!!! THE DEVIL HAVE NO POWER OVER MY LIFE!!! CAUSE JESUS DIE ON THE CROSS FOR ME!!! "I LOVE MY DAD AND MY MUM!! God bless their marriage"

i will be away for blogging... until i get a new keyboard

2007-05-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

I Can finally understand how sermin feel liao with a lousy keyboard... i shall try to type see u guys understand wat i typing(all i typing before was edited) this is not edited... the keyboard suddenly ok le.. lol... i also dunnoe how i did it!!!LOL!!!!! u guys can go see sermin's blog to see wat i tag using a lousy keyboard!!! YEAH I WORKS NOW!!! HOPE IT WORK AFTER THIS!!! LOL...

my phone is really dead.. and real dead... doesn't mean it was alive before anyway...

2007-04-29T06:34:00.000+08:00

My day with a dead phone and real dead 1 was tough... everyone was trying to contact me and all... so sry for all that... and I NV SAVE THE CONTACTS IN MY SIM CARD!!! ALL GONE!! SAD!!! JUZ SAD!!! haiz... now muz 1 by 1 get from everyone... i didn't drop my phone... didn't do anything.. and i spoil... after JINGFA CALL ME!!! LOL... i hanged at jf call... anyway... after svc didn't went fellowship... hahaz.. actually i think i rather go fellowship with my cg... but i feel got a greater responsibility to go for my friend's birthday... shermane's birthday.. lai hui eileen and qifang was there and whole cg of kelvin's... was glad to be able to see eileen and lai hui... since years since i ever saw them... they change alot... eileen look very diff... then lai hui grew big size lorz.. lol.. we went off even before shermane cut her cake... cause was very late le... anyway wishing shermane "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" lol.. she wore a veri nice white dress and it was somehow super grand... compare to other ppl birthday.. lol... maybe mine.. =x unforgetable eating curry chicken for my birthday... please do not and nv suggest eating curry chicken for someone's birthday... cause its so.... unforgetable... lol... oh then my phone spoil and i itchy hand make it worse... will update the photo of wat i did and wat happen to this poor phone of mine... SUNDAY=oh then sunday went to svc... think i got off the bed wrong side or something... whole day quite down... dunoe why... maybe the S A TAN at work.... i went out with a stupid retard phone which onli can msg... ppl call u.. u can hear others can't... great phone... think make tian quite angry... lol... but i also dunnoe ma... she sounded kind of angry... then after tat went back home straight... and I GOT A NEW BIBLE!!! genesis is full now.. no more missing pages... =x and bible is so ex... but i quite like it.. =)

sick for 2day...

2007-04-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

i think i lose abit of weight.. praise God... due to diarrhea.... all juz fly out after eating after a few mins... doc gave me medicine and 1 of it was... LOPERAMIDE... it helps to decreasing the activity of the myenteric plexus which decreases the motility of the circular and longitudinal smooth muscles of the intestinal wall.(IN SHORT=it slow down the activity of the muscle) This increases the amount of time substances stay in the intestine, allowing for more water to be absorbed out of the fecal matter. Loperamide also decreases colonic mass movements and suppresses the gastrocolic reflex.(IN SHORT=it shut the O and increase the amount of time in the large intestine allowing water to be absorb so tat it won't fly) after this u guys will find me disgusting ba... =xLOL.... anyway its how the body work!! VERI SAY TY FOR THE SCIENCE LESSON BY ME!!! TY!!! END OF LESSON!!! HAVE A PLEASANT RECESS!!! LOL!!! BUAIZ!!!

2007-04-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

me and liting... smileless me... lol...

me liting jas jayne(right to left)

all trying to act cool... add in 1 more dale... jas deleted her mouth cause she think its not nice

I LOVE THIS PIC(dale hate ppl to make his hair) i faked him to do sad face

ANIMAL FARM!!! GUESS WAT ARE WE!!!

THE BAND(jas flute, liting drummer,dale shaker,me cymbals)

Some photos from Benny Hinn choiraaron dale me and macson(right to left)

we felt together.. lol

Benny Hinn choir from the left

Benny Hinn choir from the right

i really love my mum and dad..

2007-04-22T12:25:00.000+08:00

i really love my mum and dad... even though some times they may be unreasonable at times... but they still care for me alot... sometimes coming back home veri late will still find food at home for myself... i think maybe tats why i m like tat(size)... my dad scolded me for not going to find job but i noe tat its for my good... cause he is working to make our life better... these few days he sick and have stomach pain like me... he still go to work being a taxi driver... and he came back home vomiting.. thanx dad... i will find a job soon... =) so as not to disappoint my dad...

MONDAY--- he also massage my back for me somemore.. cause i think i injured myself... i think they are the greastest... hope i can bring my dad to christ 1 of these days... dunnoe why he like abit rejecting... think maybe is becuz of my grandma ba... he cant accept wat has happen... this is my assumption... and today went to sch to settle my timetable... then next i went to see doc and took a mc... dun think i can pull thru the whole day in sch.. tml is another long day... from 8-9... sound short? its 8AM to 9PM... hahaz.. i plan it myself... cause i need to squeeze in all my modules... bo bian... i will studier harder!!! no more rpt modules and will pass with flying colours... yeah...

i m loving my cg more and more... and its growing PTL!!!

2007-04-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

PTL=Praise the lord... hahaz... FOCUS this word is coming to me everyday... and a phrase tat got reminded me is"LOVE ME LOVE MY WORD!" i have always been seeking God... saying how much i love Him.. and i want to do so much for him.... but always i dun see the breakthru... after walking with God for so long... until now then i realise tat no matter how much u say "i love u" to God and not reading his word... u can nv really express out your love to him... thru the word is the onli way tat God can speak to u... everyone tat read this... do not take this for vain.. cause reading the word is as impt as eating your daily meals... i always nv see the breakthru cause i always wait for ppl to feed and nv go and find out for myself wat is that God want to speak to me in the word... so ENCOURAGE ALL TO READ HIS WORD DAILY!!! HIS WORD=THE BIBLE!!! LOVE HIM LOVE HIS WORD LOVE HIM LOVE HIS WORD...

jasmine!!! my crash course!!! oh no!!! how can i forget about it!!!

2007-04-21T02:59:00.000+08:00

oh no!~! why did i forget about something so impt.. lol.. today cg was juz fantastic... cg is growing... praise the lord... i word tat i was remind was to focus and choose my path well... wat m i? in the fivefold minstry... which 1 is me... anyway... today was kind of sianz... sch from 8-5... and praise God tat i can change my time table.. cause of my prayers... i ask God not to make me repeat 3 modules and i won't repeat 1 more sem... and i did happen... got a particular student complain tat sch too long from 8am-9pm.. cannot take it... so bo bian NYP management have to change the time table.. and all this commotion cause me to repeat onli 2 module.. hopefully my mentor can help to squeeze in 1 more... then i no need to pay more sch fees... lol... after cg went to suprise cons at her house... funny... shocked her to "death" lol... and she really like her new bag... hahaz.. i not really close to them lehz... abit diff flow.. lol.. but they are nice ppl... really like the times together though... cons nicole dale jf and jj... lol... crap alot... then after all these went home.. saw food on the table... Satay somemore... all the satay in the peanut sauce lehz.. YUMMY...lol... took 1 stick!!! PAUSE!!! 1 simple question... do u think ants on gigi towel is gosh?? look at this and u will feel more GOSH!!! CONTINUE.... tml? lol.. kidding...

THE STORY BELOW MIGHT CAUSE U TO LOSE YOUR APPETITE AND MIGHT CAUSE U TO VOMIT... READ IT ON YOUR ON RISK!!!!

anyway... when i took up the satay stick i saw some reflection in the sauce... some flicking... dunnoe wat.. i poke the reflection... still dunnoe wat.. then i went to on the light... to my GOSHNESS i saw a LIZARD in the SAUCE!!! OH MY GOSH!!! ER XIN ER XIN GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOOSEBUMPS GOOSEBUMPS GOOSEBUMPS!!! YUCKS YUCKS!!!! %^%^$*#**&! oh man... i is so er xin... the worse part is.. i IS STILL ALIVE AND I CRAWL OUT!!! ARGH!!! MADNESSSSSSSSSS then after tat couldn't find it anywhere... but saw its footprint and bodyshape on the paper near the sauce... super er xin... then on tv.. then the show is Halloween FEAR FACTOR!!! watever.... juz after a gosh incident... look at fear factory and eating some food is YUCKY... u can image u are eating the food in the tv... oh man!!! LIZARDS IS SO YUCKY!!! i think my family quite fated with lizards... my dad drank black coffee... last cup lehz... happily drinking... 1 lizard at the base of the cup!!! VOMIT!!!! PS:nv say lizard in front of me... nightmare... i think i will dream of GIANT LIZARD TODAY!!!

2007-04-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

my dad is crazy today.. haiz... haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz. haiz haiz. haiz haiz.haiz.haiz haiz. wat is wrong with him? scold me for nth... scold my mum for nth... haiz. haiz. haiz..

i m a bad boy this week...

2007-04-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

1st:i fail 1 module again and need to repeat... (i fail 1 module in yr2sem1 which make me drop 1 module cause it crash... then i fail another 1 in yr2sem2... total i need to squeeze in 2 module this year)
2nd:i didn't plan my timetable at 10 and 12 april... cause my mentor alot of trouble... and i dunnoe how to start sch with out a time table... so i didn't go...
3rd:my module crash again makes me have to repeat 1 more sem cause i got 3 outstanding modules...
4rd:cause i didn't plan on 10 and 12 april.. cause slots to be filled up already... then i won't need to repeat 3 modules!
thats all i did and i feel so bad and sad about this... my heart juz sank.... worst feeling i felt for this year... I REPENT!!! but i pray tat i can do something about my timetable again.. so tat i won't have to repeat so much... i can squeeze in the modules!!!! please do not be like me...

benny hinn choir...

2007-04-16T11:50:00.000+08:00

serving in benny hinn choir was great... was fantastic... healing taking place and all the choir fell in the power of God...i can literally feel a hit at my chest area... and i fell like no one business.. i was juz so fantastic! so glorious! all 3 days with tears... 1st day was becuz i was touched by a grandma being healed of stroke and another 1 cause of "daily being skinny" cause my grandma die of stroke and daily she is growing skinny and skinny... and there's nth we can actually do... 2nd day was becuz God presence was juz so strong there that my tears somehow dunnoe how to stop... 3rd day is becuz of the china ppl... at first when they go up the stage... they were like so noisy and want to talk.. no discipline... then i was convicted by God tat do not judge ppl... that everyone need jesus no matter how bad they are... at least these china ppl are actually hungry for God presence and His touch... i m so sorry... God did change my mindset and really cause me to think about how i actually view ppl... life will be so change after this.. some photos taken with choir ppl...

memories of my grandma
before i was born she already have stroke.. cause of a fall during Christmas.. she was a believer through and she really care for me when i was young... i really love her alot... i would climb down her bed to hide... and she would use her towel to chase me out... and can see that she really love me.. then after we move to woodlands for afew years she got more weak... and she got a 2nd stroke.. which make the family discourage sad but united... so many things happen to her... at last she couldn't talk and express herself cause the 2nd stroke affected her brain and she became abit mental.. all she does is scream,pinch ppl and lied on the bed.. all of us were juz sad plus angry cause always kena pinch by her and she can't "do her buisness(going to toilet)" and sometimes will ....(u noe wat) then we juz can't do anything but juz to accept it... If onli God were to heal my grandma... but glad that she is in heaven with God now... she did change my life.. and cause me to change... thanx grandma... i love u always..

THE REAPING(recommended)

2007-04-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

today went out in the afternoon at 1.30 to go shopping with jane and ada... woke up quite late.. woke up at 12.. which was the time i should be meeting them.. hahaz... but was push back la.. cause of me.. went to PS daiso... didn't noe everything there was 2dollar... i was still trying to find the price tag... i found out.. actually i m quite mountain tortoise... GOSH!! ada and jane got so many ideas for the t-shirt and jeans design! so stress! hahaz.. i m like juz got a few ideas nia.. here and there onli... won't be using their ideas... but wat they suggest i tot of it too.. but they got more ideas... but didn't really share.. its good not to share all too.. =x shoppin with them was quite fun... crap alot... i bend a can of corn ok? lol.. i show it to them right in front of their face... (actually the can was dented le) then tat ada anyhow throw her bag.. throw at the cup section... WAHAHA!!!

then tat was all about it... then i went home then after tat went out with dale... go for movie... he called me at 5plus...say watch movie later at 9plus.. then i went to dota for 1game... then after tat i decided to go and buy a white formal wear for Benny hinn conference... waiting for the bus 901 at my house there with my mum... wanna go cwp le.. then dale called... hey u ok anot? meet u 15mins at your hse... OH NO... i forget.. i totally forgot that i meeting dale... somemore i now going cwp buy stuffs with my mum.. lol... good thing my mum dun mind tat i ps her... anyway she dun wanna go.. so i go get my stuffs and go meet dale le lorz.. i wearing kind of slack.. jeans with slippers, going cine watch the reaping.. was a nice show...

its about the end times.. about the 10 plague... was kind of misleading.. but was a good show.. i turn out to be somehow a twist... recommended by me.. all the sound effects makes it so exciting.. this show can actually make u jump out of your seat.. some screens are kind of scary... its a m18 show... watch it and tell me how u find it ba.. but serious i feel its a nice movie.. its all according to exodus chapter7-11 not i order 1 la... cool show.. some parts i dun really understand too...

then after the movie we went to eat bean curd at roland.. then we went jj house there eat samba salted fish fried rice with egg... it was HOT for me... lol... then after tat we took some photos at his house there... will post it once i get it... cool photos... there is also a Japanese cementry there... creepy... walk in half way can feel its creepiness le..then they say i scare to come out of the car... watever... but i seriously not scare.. juz finding topic to talk.. =p so i not scardy cat 1 horz... thanx dale for driving us around everything... pls appreciate him... when everyone is slpy and falling asleep.. he can't slp u noe.. cause he driving... he really did alot for us sometimes.. juz tat u guys dun noe.. and some ppl juz like to complain but no output... hahaz... write till here... TAKE CARE EVERYONE!! enjoy Benny hinn svc...

working is both physical and mental.. i experience mental part today... 1st time and last time for delivery

2007-04-12T02:09:00.000+08:00

today stanley's friend ps us... then make me do the delivery... sianz.. if not i will be choinging stacking up boxes with jf and dale.. will be more fun then slacking and waiting... deliver to jurong area then go keppel.. wah.. waiting till pek cek! from 11-4!~!!!! can u image that... sitting standing walking around... wasting time.. listen songs.. slp and slack!!! but still earn money.. lol... 50 for 1 day of slacking and slping... boring... we waited and waited... then i went to ask the person in charge... he say we have been calling u guys.. but u guys didn't come... crap! juz crap... we were there all along.. and they still say "ppl say we go for lunch..." watever! then while waiting i fell asleep... but no one say anything so... its ok ba i think.. cause of such long and boring and tiring waiting! nv even eat lunch... so hungry... after tat went back to the factory..the others already finish long ago.. poor me.. still nv eat and so tired... oh and jf today wear white... so funny.. i forget to tell him not to... good thing i got bring 1 extra black shirt... hahaz...

after tat went home... complain to my dad.. then after bathing...choing out of the house and go meet tian and the rest... to fellow with the new friends... took a cab down.. then all late.. except tian.. sianz... worse thing.. qing long went wrong place.. OUCH BAD HEADACHE NOW!!! REPOST AGAIN!!!

work with rz dale fund stanley(rz friend)

2007-04-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

today work from 8-5... and dale was late... cause he 'xie' 3 times in the morning.. then no strength to choing with me.. but we did kind of fast le la... hahaz... badmouth dale.. =x he cannot reach the higher boxes... wahahaz... then i think this job quite relax... but they complain tough.. maybe i too strong.. kidding... hahaz.. we settle 1 container and stack 4 boxes high of goods... its veri high.. somemore its soft... so need faith! lol... hahaz.. then today i was the onli 1 that bring extra clothes.. then dale wore white.. then after tat he become zebra... cause of all the dust... lol.. rz and stanley take off shirt worz.. then stanley got a cut at his nipple.. .dale spotted it!!! hahaz... kind of funny.. thats y he nv take out.. =x oh ya.. and i yet post the tokyo drift slop... will post it later ba... now going out... i still got some old posts haven't yet do... haiz.. delay so many days also abit sianz to type out... today was quite a happy day... cause can be able to meet up with rz.. glad tat he still wanna work together... hope he will come back... think he got galfriend... lol... not so sure.. .heard from stanley 1... should i be happy or worry? hahaz... tml work again... quite fun.. jf coming too.. its fun to work with friends... time fly fast... =)

I M TEACHER KAISHING

2007-04-07T02:13:00.000+08:00

i went to help out children church to bring the kids from the student care to our chuch for easter! went to the student care center to pick them up.. then they were so curious who i was and all gave me those strange looks... after tat the teacher intro me to them.. then they say "HI TEACHER KAISHING" didn't noe being called a teacher but all the cute kids are so happy 1.. THEY ARE SO CUTE!!! gosh... some not really.. cause they call me uncle... and ah gong! trying to tease me ba... anyway.. was quite successful.. nth big actually happen.. juz tat i didn't hand up the easter egg for the particular student care... hahaz... cause we were abit late and the booth to hand up the egg is closed.. so at last the egg was with me till i went home... anyway the egg was like "veri nice" (still got some wet glue on it,shows how much effort they put in)

during the svc my kids that i took care was kind of quiet... juz the kids sitting beside me were abit more happening... dancing together with the kids... then after tat send the kids all back... we reach back late again.. cause the bus was like so long then come.. then 1 kid sleep till so shoik..reach liao call him also nv wake up.. so i carry him down the bus.. then their teacher wake him up... then after tat i went to get some materials for making the easter cards and meet up with huitian to go and find renzheng... long time since i saw him.. tot could meet up with him to talk... but at last he finish his stuffs veri long.. so didn't manage to see him.. haiz.. why those close to me 1 are actually backsliding? first was weiqian then gabriel then now rz... i noe its not my fault.. but its juz so sad to actually see my close friends in church going away... hope they will come back... but it won't be up to me to decide anyway.. i do miss them.. why can't i discern tat they are not doing well? why i not sensitive enough? haiz.. i believe they will come back to serve God together somedays.. yeah!

oh then tian want to get a new pair of "flat black shoe"(HARD TO PRONOUNCE) try saying it fast... lol... she looking for cute cute kind 1... lol... then we went to BATA to take a look.. i suggest 1... the famous Buy And Throw Away shoes... 'there is BATA in compass point' do u noe tat? wahaha then saw 1 quite nice 1... but not black.. hahaz.. she almost wanna buy.. but didn't... that was almost my day.. after finish the bandung soya drink then i took the bus back... 'i admit i didn't noe tat there is bandung soya drink' tian intro 1... then say i mountain tortoise... hahaz.. 1 last question to test everyone... "can u dial a coke at a vending machine?"

work+strikeforce perform at swiss ottel

2007-04-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

early in the morning at 8 am... was awake lorz.. lol... seldom wake up so early lorz.. see i m not lazy bum.. if i wanna wake up early... i can 1... was suppose to be working with jf... then call him.. nv pick up... i think got at least 10miss call.. then after tat he call to say that he not going.. cause he go medical check up! great... kena ps... =x hahaz... nv msg to tell me... went to work at sembawang factory.. my brother intro 1... 1 of his friend's dad company... 50 for a day.. 8-5... ok la.. not bad... tired but slack alot too.. somemore got free transport to your house.. =) not bad right? hahaz...

work work work... tireD!!! choing work till 10 plus 1 break... then till 1130 go for lunch... then after tat break at 3 plus... so its like work for 7hrs nia... but got outcome 1 horz... we finish 2 container... not small small 1 lehz... its SUPER DUPER huge and deep... think my muscle grow bigger 1 inch or 2... stronger le... mai siao siao... =x noe afew friends there... quite good.. can get to noe some of my brother friends... i m a brother who seldom talk to my brother... not veri close... but will always sit beside him see him play game... always means always... like small kid like tat.. maybe tats our quality time.. =x those tat work 2gether were good ppl... lol... got 1 guy super crappy... and some dirty minded ones.. lol... super crappy guy nick name is "boho" other two are "fund" and "titsy" they are good ppl... oh ya.. and the company sell stuffs price goods... got darlie toothpaste and walch body wash and all... anyone interested? =P

i think the most fun part is to go up the slope... machim Tokyo drift... i will upload the video... then after reach home at 6... then need to go help out strikeforce again... miscommunication... i ask my contact head.. she say meet 7.30.. then logistic call me at 6 to go help out... great.. i rush a cab down... reach at 7.30.... shld have took mrt instead... cause its no different! somemore 18dollars! hahaz... lesson learnt... oh ya.. and its my brother 21st birthday on4/4... wishing him HAPPY BIRTHDAY and all the best in everything... as if he will read my blog.. =x

Funny Soccer moments

2007-04-03T20:12:00.001+08:00

funny soccers moments.. the last one the kid so cute... my friend send me the link... decided to post for everyone to see..

The Strikeforce

2007-04-03T13:51:00.001+08:00

the strikeforce at channel 8... boon with solo and art on cymbals.. and all the others

tiring day for me yesterday... finally can help out in gig..

2007-04-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to joo chiat for "mtt" ministry training time... been there from 4-11!! ARGH super bored and sick... lol.. 4-6 practice hot summer and flightflesy and alpha... i forget almost everything.. =p regain alot of memories... after tat from 6 onwards is helping out with the racks... (it will be like the video posted) all the way till 11! and i onli ate 1 meal tat day.. funny thing tat happen that day is tat Edwin request to jennifer not to do the laying down part for the flightflesy cause he wearing shorts... cause he scare expose.. then kena shoot.. cause got a sister wearing shorts also did lie down... the part tat lie down is call the octopus drumming.. then after tat we went to eat at kpt.. huge bowl of nasi lemak... everyone was like super hungry.. tat was all for a tiring day... muz watch the video.. will post more stuffs... yeah.. my blog getting more interesting.. =)

mutubak(moo) roti john(john) mee goreng(mee) FAMOUS PHRASE

2007-04-01T14:00:00.000+08:00

MOO JOHN MEE is so stuck in my head... thanx to all in the cg!! after the briefing for the children church went to find my cg at simpang bedok... and being bless food! AND it is the 3 things mention the moo... john.... and mee... happily eating the moo.... constantly being reminded tat there is john and mee still is kind of irritating... lol... all thanx to the ppl sitting around me.. ppl like jy tian and cas... MOO JOHN MEE!! next famous phrase tat pop out is.... "u wanna eat chicken wing" hahaz.. jy tempt by the chicken wings.. trying to tempt others to eat with him!! rj is the first target follow by me... madness! after eating the Three food... its already veri full... chicks some more!! nonono can't even finish eating the mee goreng... tian still say muz finish if not next cg juz forfeit... lol... then after tat went back with jf and dale again... board a bus with vomit on the stairs! GOSH!!! SO YUCKY!! good time got 1 guy went up before me... lol.. he step on it.. then i saw... i siam... wahaha... thanx to tat malay guy! tats all folkes

control your mouth.. dun let it yank too much..

2007-04-01T13:42:00.000+08:00

one peaceful night... your mouth have been talking none stop... ppl around are feeling frustrated by u... dun u feel it... hahaz.. yank yank yank... free ride and u yank away... long story.... dun wanna say it out too.. lol.. SO much coming up!! benny hinn easter and also drumfest.. hope i can control my time so well... oh... then i also helping out in children church.. muz go to the day care center to bring the kids... for easter... hahaz... then they give me two child care center... one at sembawang one at woodlands... i also dunnoe how it work... will try to figure it out on tat day itself.. lol.. hope i won't screw it up! lol.. big giant going to meet small kids... wat will the outcome be? stay tuned to see wat will happen to the kids or the giant... kids flatted or giant being slain.. lol... machim making movie~~ hahaz...

prayer meeting DALE is known as takumi

2007-03-30T15:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday went for prayer meeting... after so long of rest at home.. finally i went out... was late for few mins for choir.. always.. (not a good thing) shijie still ask me go buy water... btw shijie is my choir helper... big size like me.. crappy/gay/"pervertic" some times/but nice brother... younger than me.. good to have him as my contact person.. and horz.. he got a nice way of introducing ppl to u... so NEVER ask him to do so... so many things happen juz becuz of a stupid intro! went for choir but didn't sing... cause dun really feel veri well... have the nose like tat and body feeling kind of weak.. i decide not to serve... sat with my cg... long time nv praise and worship with everyone... hahaz.. during svc i mean... and thats about it.. pray till no voice.. was really good yesterday.. then after tat saw two weirdos dunnoe waiting for who at my row... so i shouted "hey! who u waiting for!" lol... actually it is dale and jingfa.. waiting for me to go back tgt.. after i ask that they abandon me.. dots! then they went to dicuss about POS... we waited for dale the drag racer to go back tgt... hahaz.. DALE change name to Takumi!! driving his AE86 around!! fetching us back home! woot... waited till so long!! mar ask me to join pos which i not really interested le.. kind of disappointed by wat happen last year and all the time spend! i think i won't be joining ba! tired of it! then tats all for the day! TAKUMI DALE!!

thanx all for caring for me during my sicks days(machim dying =p)

2007-03-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

yeah... today was a better day... =) recovering from my bad fever... thanx all for the care.. +) hahaz.. BUT HORZ!!! my nose rub too much then swollen le.. left side 1... good also la.. nostril become smaller!!! -.-''' eh.. those pros out there who are good at blog please pardon me for setting up my blog so slowing.. lol... abit retard =x will make it full of things! photos and all!!! await for the most interesting blogger! =x hahaz... and i got a tag box lorz... still trying out more stuffs.. patient to this retard boy here.. see ya... take care to all!!! BLEAH!!!

new blog

2007-03-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

lol... i delete my previous blog and created a new 1... still dun really noe how to edit and add in stuffs.. anyway.. now still sick.. today have been sweating whole day long.. think getting better soon le.. hope i will be up and moving by tml... wanna go find job... hope i can find 1 by April.. sick for 2 day le... thanx to my mum that i can have speedy recovery... she feed me with dunnoe wat drink(think is tonic)